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Sunday, 13 January 2008

  • Breakdown

    Got into another breakdown ...
    Once again those times when you are feeling so strong are only premature and reality comes right after and have a big fall into your own consciousness....

    Had that moment hours ago as I lost again Olivais ... I was feeling so strong so sure of myself ... that I would bring my A game ... all I did was losing it all, I lost 63-62, I was winning for 2 points and on a rebound I got the ball I could've put my team with a 4 points advantage instead I got blocked ... and they scored a triple ... we had another possession but it was hopeless ... the win was given way b4 that last shot we made thanks to me...

    All I can do is try not to think bout this ... and work.... WORK real hard to get better and b4 everything else ... grow in Mind...

Wednesday, 09 January 2008

  • Erasing Past

    Well I should've write this log in the first place but well It'll be second...

    I've been looking at my old entries and realizing how fool and young I was ...
    Idealizing my life around someone I loved but that was nothing but an Illusion of course we are still friends lol but It was just impossible you know...

    Adelante...

    This log right now is just to make who reads this crap think that I'm a new person (well it's a new year after all)... I erased my past entries, I've never been too connected wit my past... I'm glad I did them i was so pathetic, my entries were just so so Lame lolol always talking about a Girl and how I loved her ... I never knew if she realized my feelings for her on that time ... truth is if she haven't I don't care anymore... keeping with the same Idea that I'm a new person, I've not only erased my last entries but I have changed my page as well... black as background lol that had to stay... but I made the layout a bit more in harmony, simple colours blue, light green, especially grey...

    on my Life as it is now ...

    I've changed home like it said on my first entry this year, I was living close to Lisbon now I'm living close to Oporto, two different cities with different people...
    Now I'm somewhat used to the people so as life here, I prefer the kind of people we can find in Lisbon ... more closed yes but more easily reliable than people in Oporto who seems more  friendly ...  the reason why I changed city and left all my best friends and family behind is because I changed the team I was playing at (who unfortunately got broke) and moved to one of the best teams in Portugal, FCP -Futebol Clube do Porto- more widely known for its soccer team lol well but I'm on the basketball team, I'm playing for two different levels Juniors and Seniores, i'm first on both championships and with lots of work I'm the best team scorer at the Senior level.... school here its different too the teachers are more easygoing than in Lisbon

    but taking it to the party .... the night life in Oporto is great, plenty of cool Bars where you can go and chill with your friends, plenty of discos as well well many things to get you amused while you enjoy the beautiful city of Oporto :)

    I guess I wrote too much ... hahaha

    My Resolutions for this year:
    That people start listening instead of hearing
    That people start to speak instead of making war
    That people start to think instead of acting

    For me, I just wish I can be more determined in everything I do...

  • Long Time now ...

    For a long time i've been away from Xanga now...

    I dont see this has a comeback but ... i'm just needing to clean my head and write something down ...

    Well life is getting harder and harder ever yday, point is... I'm quitting everyday from doing what I like and Seek for some amusement anywhere else, how hard it is to quit the town where you are living and move to a distant other to start a new life... to start on a higher level, it's has been quite hard to be here all alone...
    it's not that I'm alone but I can't anyone else with the same tastes and what they call their tastes are far too odd for me :S

    still tho i'm trying to get used to it ...

    Life is now getting better as I'm opening my eyes and looking forward into the future...

    I'm playing at one of the best teams in Portugal, I'm living close to the Sea (I get to see it everyday as I smoke my cigarette in an attempt to calm down my non-stop thinking) I'm meeting other ppl learning a new culture...

    When I look deep into it ....
    That's how life is supposed to be, a change in constant routine

    Contraditory yes but that's part of it ...


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